CinTa BeRsEgi...

aku...kau..dan dia..
aku tetap aku..
dan kau tetap kau..
begitu juga dia tetap dia...
tapi sampai bila kau ingin menjadi kau
dan...
sampai bila aku ingin menjadi aku??

kau tanya dirimu.......
adakah kau tau perasaanku??
adakah aku mengerti perasaanmu??
adakah kita memahami perasaan si dia??

hhmmmmm...
itu lah yang paling sukar..
paling dibenci untuk dihadapi...
hari demi hari aku bermimpi..
bermimpi memikirkan ape yg akan terjadi..
ape yg bakal ku lalui..
yang bakal ku kecapi...
tapi...adakah kau seperti aku..
seperti ape yg aku mimpikan???
jawab...!!!

dan..mungkin jawapan mu xsejujur jawapanku..

dan..
bagaimana pula dengan si dia??
soalan yg sama perlu ditanya..

tapi..
mungkin jawapan yg sama juga akan ku dengari..

kau...dia...
tlg lah aku..
kasihani lah aku
fahami lah aku..
aku tersepit..
tersepit dalam mainanku sendiri..

tapi..
perlukah aku tersepit lagi???
hendak saja aku berlari..berlari meninggalkan segalanya...
tapi..
itu bukan aku...
aku adalah aku..
dan kau adalah kau..
begitu juga dengan si dia..

PaRaNoiD??

hurmmm..korang sume penah kene penyakit ni x??mesti penah kn??haha..tp cube korang bayangkn korang paranoid dlm percintaan..haaa...camne nk handle??hehe..
Susah gak k..sb ed penah alami sume tu..memang susah sampai nk bunuh dri pun ade..huhu..xtau la..
tp ari ni lain lak cite nye..ed alami bende yg same tp pada owang yg berbeda je..dlu ok skit tp kali ni ag xok..sb da membabitkn byk pihak da..yg dekat di hati dibayangkn seperti racun berbisa yg mengalir dalam darah..yg jauh pulak da cam bom atom nk jatuh ke kepale.BBOoooommmMMMM..adeh..tp ntah la..ed..ed..ape la nasib ko ek??huhu..skang ni da xtau mane satu yg betol ngn yg salah..penin..penin..tol..tol..hehe..
hurm..so..ape yg ed leh wat is just do wat my instinct said..cume nk diingatkn la yg kt luar2 tu..kalu korang ni cam xnk diCopkn owang yg menyusahkn ed,just dun Bother!!kalu nk tlg wat2 la cara nk tlg..tul x??kalu setakat tunjuk jln gune jari je bek xyah kn??kn??so..skang ni still ade gak la prob..hurm..mcm2 tol la ed ni..xpe..lek je sude..
hurm..ok ar..ecok nk keje ar..shift pagi lak tu..adeh..nite Cume..muuuahhhhHHH!!!

pLaYbOyAz BaCk kEw??

huh..nape tetibe je title camtu??hurm..
ntah ar..lately byk sgt bende dlm kepale otak ni pkr memikir sampai da nk meletop da..
da penat sgt..kalu diikutkn ati,mampos korang la..tp itu la ed..xabis2 nk pkr psl owang sampai owang lain pijak2 kepale.hurm..baik bf or ex bf..same je..ntah ape lagi yg dowang xphm agak nye..bile nk mintak tlg sket da nk pkr bkn2..pastu sebok telinge tu nk dgr owang bercerite..bende yg da basi pun nk gak mkn..bodo tol!!tp biar la..lek2 suda..skang ni..rasenye da tibe kot mase nye nk open da 'BlacK BooK'..hahahaha...tp kene g library carik balik la buku tu..adeh..
actly ade sebab nk wat sume ni..(bg owang2 yg berkaitan je yek)..rasenye..ramai sgt da x appreciate ape yg si ed ni wat..so..korang tgk je la ek ape nk jd..kn korang ske sgt nk dgr cerite owang kn???kn??kn??so..to be continue la ek..sedih mak noq..

New ErA of PlaYbOy->"pLaYbOyeZ"

::[pLaYbOyeZ ]::-ALERT!!!!
-It is a new versions of playboyaz.
-Far too different than pLaYbOyAz...
-Its been create to eliminate all members of pLaYbOyAz includes its own leader.
::maybe most of u just aspect that this types of new group is another such of moron group being created to poison all members of PLU in diz wacked world and turn them into people that has no mercy and keep searching our member hood to be played by them.
so..i wanna recorrect all of ur thought and introduced all of u wif my new versions of playboy- pLaYbOyeZ.

As u can see down here is the old versions of pLaYbOyAz it has been closed due to our misconducted and misunderstanding amongs our members
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How to become playboyaz??

hahaha...well..if anyone of you interested to be a playboyaz, there are sum rule to be followed..

must be gorgeous n cooL...hahaha..

(yup..this rule will always be our priority and we need our member to stay gorgeous and cool)

must be braved enough!!

(Braved??hurmm..here we not just be brave but also be strong enough to use phycologist thinking to our enemies)

must think faster to get sum xcuse!!

(Yup..thinking faster than TIME..here we need to be more intelligence and can think beyond others. Always prepare for backup reasons)

dun get trap!!must be inteligent enough!!!

(we like to be trap!!haha..coz its make us more powerfull than others..u got i mean??)

if "kantoi", dun get panic. Relax n try to lie a bit..to avoid this from happend, 1st of all, you must tell them you are playboyaz before you can start ur mission..hahaha..then hunt n kill without mercy..that's all..

(no..no..no..we dun like these kind of persons..here in our group will never lie.Honest is our visions)

sumtimes people will try to trap you soon after ur mission done..they will sms or call you so many times..so..dun reply..just let it be..hahaha..

(nope..we will win all our beloved frens and scandals)

diz is important..dun eva be so soft..especially ur heart...coz people will most likely attack at that spot!!

(huhu..hurm..in this case..well..we need to soft a bit but dun get trap..)

sumtimes there is so many request from ur victim n they try to get you no matter wut(they try to trap you wif luv)..so..tell them at 1st place.."YOU ARE PLAYBOYAZ"..playboyaz dun hav luv..

(aha..nop..we ar not playboyaz but we ar playboyez..we have our beloved person to be cared and we enjoy to LOVE)

So..that's all about playboyaz..hahaha..well..think trice before you join k..chOwss!!

::NEw RULeS::

::-Love

::-Caring

::-Honest

::-Trust

::-Respect

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psst: to be our members, just messaging me in my own page-www.myspace.com/edned. Then i will explain to u more about our grou later..huhu

if u interested, just write ur name in ur page wif name-pLaYbOyeZ beside ur current name.

weLcomE to eD's ZonE

elloww...keh..keh..keh..
gler ape tetibe rajin lak ed nk taip menaip ni..
ape mimpi ed pun ed xtau la..huhu..
tp ape pun ed wat sume ni utk korang sume..utk peminat2 ed kt luar tu..huhu..(guwau je)
hurmmm..ape ed nk cite pun ed xtau ag..tp ni kire starting la yek..
utk bgtau korang pasni byk bende ed nk cite..
nk da most important is about my life selame ed terjebak dlm life yg agak pelik ni..
huhu..dan skang ni ed da byk belaja tentang erti hidup, perangai manusia and da most thng is about
LOVE..
hehe..so..nanti kn la yek cite2 ed kang..
ala..cam korang tgk cite katun ar..
kene tunggu nex week baru leh tau sambungan cite tu kn..
tp dun worry worry yek..ed xkn wat korang tunggu lame..
hurmmmm...ari ni btol2 da wat ed belaja ape erti hidup yg sebenar..
hehe..kenape ed ckp camtu??ha..later ed cite k..
ok la..harap korang bersabar menantikn luahan isi ati ed k??
MMMuuuuuAAAHHHhhhhh..TaTa!!